Use This Mess…
Use This Mess… Over the last few years I have been told the same thing by so many. Erin, God has a calling on your life bigger then you could imagine. You are going to write a book, you are going to speak to others just like yourself and encourage them. You have the gift…
Just Moments…
Just Moments… Is this room getting smaller? Are there more people here? They will never understand the pain I feel. It isn’t them, it is me. I just need a break. I need to run away. Maybe if I shut off my phone, and go get a hotel then I could find some peace. I…
Comfortable…
Comfortable… Number twenty-six on my prayer list read: Our leaders in politics and the church. I pray that the ones who stand up in the name of Jesus would be for you. God I pray for Christians all over the world. I pray that we would be bold! Rise up and be unashamed of the…
Isaiah’s Light…
Isaiah’s Light… I’m sitting here at the dinner table, blown away. I cannot believe that I am still breathing. Let’s be real. Isaiah was the air I breathed, the reason I got up, the reason I worked, the reason I lived. Isaiah and I were inseparable… Satan was out to get Isaiah from conception. I…
What Now…
What Now… Chest tight, hard to breath. The pain is so violent, I feel like my insides will erupt like a volcano. This pain is crippling. I said I loved you and 5 minutes later my love, my life, my rock, ripped from my life without any hesitation. A piece of me died that…
Realization…
Realization… This week has been a week from hell. I mean hit after hit, to the point I don’t even want to answer my phone or check the mail for the next month. I felt very lost and alone… So, I dug deep into my word, praying God would give me rest in my spirit. I could…
Painful Lessons…
Painful Lessons… Today being my day off, and me exhausted I was sure that I would still be sleeping. But God or satan (still figuring it out) had different plans. This past week has been a serious battle of the mind. During the day I fight my flesh, at night while I try to rest,…
Thought Process…
Thought Process… Seeking God with no response, she began to weep. She thought to herself “Why can’t my brain line up with my heart? Why am I up all hours of the night?” Her heart beats faster, her chest gets tight and she can’t stop the tears rolling down her face. She is just so…
But Above All These Things, Put On Love
But Above All These Things, Put On Love I have been sitting in this quiet living room for over an hour just allowing myself to feel my feelings. The tears fall down my face and onto my lap. With every tear that falls, a little more weight is lifted from my heart. These tears are not…
What God Is Doing Through Isaiah’s Life…
What God Is Doing Through Isaiah’s Life. So I have to share with you all how powerful our God is. I pray daily that he would use me. That I would die to my flesh and follow him. I also pray that he would open doors that need to be open and close those that…
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